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An
international online magazine that
publishes Surrealist poetry
in English.
Issue Six
FREDERICK POLLACK The Spider's Tears To accept I'm an algorithm means no more worries about posterity. It doesn't matter I had no date for the prom, never got the degree, made no more than two grand from my writing. These errors were no error. The lost years prevented wrong turns. The strained tropes had charm and were socially revealing. Though long and complex, the formula coheres and, although it may take a while, I'm a reproducible result. Even now, over irrelevant vastness, shrugging off (or the equivalent) the annoyance of time, some immensely cool mind decodes me. It can project into, appreciate any form, breathe any atmosphere. Hairspray. Those dresses from prom night, their military- industrial loves and convertibles condense into a poem that brings a tear to the eye of that mind; and if it has eight eyes, lovely. Left the Building Each night the resort on the atoll plays these holograms. Two black guys. The squat one an angel tenor with an angel's grin, his scarecrow friend a basalt bass. Whatever comes to hand becomes music. Each has a sort of homemade mandolin, and a repertoire of T-shirts – bands, brands, Che and Marley – already ancient when the films were made. In a similarly touching old-world way, they sing exclusively of heterosexual and only mildly violent love. Of an island girl who gets around, breaks hearts, looks forward. Girls like her pass from nothingness to nothingness before the singers' plastic chairs, in whatever cement courtyard. Fronds wave. The girls throw fish and links on grills. The scarecrow pounds something metal. People dance, flirt, fight; they're almost as big a draw as the guys. The audience picks at vaguely similar fish, sings along, doesn't ask – though a version of the answer would be put in their brains if they wished – where those courtyards were, where those people went. At dawn they stroll the narrow beach. Lights on the green and rounded ruins beneath the waves are going out. People of few but repeated words, they share their love of those holograms and summon hovercraft to come for them. This craze exhausts the last petroleum. Azure With age I cry more easily, but who wouldn't cry on the day of victory? And wait for my drink till I realize that the role of waiter has been abolished, seek out the bar and make (abstemiously, though there's lots of Campari left) my own. On the square, the accordion of a thickset smoker (an actual worker – I knew they still existed!), some revitalized jazz and ethnic ululations share, not compete for, room in the noise. Sometimes a Springsteen or Theodorakis hymn strikes everyone's fancy. Otherwise, decisions of the local, regional, and global Councils blare unheard, precluded by joy, obviated by trust. Just outside town the corporate fields are being seized, the factories repurposed. Rarely adding anything canned, skilled mothers bake and their daughters distribute the peasant treats we're enjoying; I eye the girls and bandoliered militant ladies with the same comradely circumspection. From a lamppost the bought-and-paid-for governor and those who bought him and could be caught hang bankrupt. A new flag waves, or none, but seems blurred; I lower the headset (really little more than glasses). The square is sedate, largely empty of poor; there's joy in cars and shop-windows while the drinkers, myself included, feel the usual. In the earpiece, Jobs (his voice in many ears around the world at this moment) says how satisfied he hopes I am with my custom-made experience. "Totally ersatz," I say pointlessly. "What can't be realized can't be simulated." And he or it: "I have to disagree – only the virtual can be fulfilled." Frederick Pollack is the author of two book-length narrative poems, The Adventure (Story Line Press, 1986) and Happiness (Story Line Press, 1998), and two collections, A Poverty of Words (Prolific Press, 2015) and Landscape with Mutant (Smokestack Books, 2018). His work has appeared in Hudson Review, Southern Review, Salmagundi, Poetry Salzburg Review, Manhattan Review, Skidrow Penthouse, Main Street Rag, Miramar, Chicago Quarterly Review, The Fish Anthology, Poetry Quarterly Review, Magma, Neon, Orbis, Big Bridge, Diagram, BlazeVox, Mudlark, Occupoetry, Faircloth Review, Triggerfish, etc. |
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