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The
First Phenomenologist in Space
If I wiggle it's the wig
I wear not the rig I ride. Sometimes jewels are the lechery we harbor
inside when the kitchen light is off and the traffic in the brain is in
delinquent exchange with a piece of cheese. I listen to the scales for
the scapegoat I sulfur. It makes me pencils to lunge into drawing. The
pictures are all gulped by halos of picnic appetite. So hand me a
pickle. It's time we did some serious volume. Sounds come in from the
street and restore the understanding we understood as ravenous for a
subterranean wildlife. Which begs the question: how tall is Jodie
Foster, anyway? Answer: 5'3''. All those FBI men in The Silence
of the Lambs tower over her. Something to think about as one might
stand in a kitchen thinking about such things. Now would be a good time
to introduce some diplomacy to the footwork required by conversation.
This might not apply if one is aboard the International Space Station,
but even there one might stumble over a bookmark in Dostoyevsky's The Idiot. I saw it floating
around last night in a dream about turtles. Turtles are idiotic. But
really they're not. And this is Dostoyevsky in a nutshell. In other
words, the common perceptual paradigm that involves an awareness of
something and then interpreting that awareness as a physical,
biological event arousing notions of purpose, purposeful
purposelessness, setbacks, gender division, efferent and afferent
neurons, environmental stimuli, body oil and mirrors, involves sticking
one's head out from under your shell and joining NASA's team of
astronauts to become the first phenomenologist in space.
Way Out West
A crackle begins the balcony on my rounded eye. Our paint falls close
by if the obsessions pick their way through the picture. I declare
myself shaking and weigh what falls out of the sky. There it floats in
the river what a nice clean murmur. A tricky ripple puzzles a glow
there. My phantom clothing is worn from within and if there's enough
space I might include a thermometer and a lamp. A nail stems the
mountain to a robbery. The wood hauls me to it as a guitar might say
fondle my biology and I'll make some music and I shout what about the
skeletons can they dance too? The oil milieu across the creek is going
all somnolent and pretty while the cook does justice to a trout. I
press the house and it moves toward our turn with the couch on the
porch. I smell a snake it's what we call a job my brother got trapped
in it and disappeared. The nearest language is English it houses all of
our tender buttons. The structure of a plywood bicycle is hot for a
blue description. Out on Blood Road all the trucks have rifle racks and
all the vagabonds come to this saloon with a fundamental understanding
of alcohol and how it works. My wife paints like Remington and is busy
now illustrating the jail walls with the eloquence of bullets. I coast
my way out of the problem of justice and bag it in big silver dollars.
A tall quiet man from Chicken Bristle, Kentucky arrives to investigate
a murder. Sterno Brain hoses the barn down. We fix the mutations and
use abstractions to amplify the noumena on the kitchen table. If I
steep myself in oblivion sooner or later I'll get around to assuaging
the convulsions with a poignant somnolence. We work the tractor during
eyebrows. This buys us some time at the mine. I've got a constant urge
to thunder. A rogue punctuation affirms this by wearing an expansive
tonsil to the nightly whine. And it's when I sit down at last that I
discover the universe in a sip of wine.
Entangling
Worlds
I'm often amused to see men in those movies that take place in the 18th
century sucking tobacco up their nose, snuff, as it's called, good name
for it, yes, onomatopoeia in action. Can't imagine that leads to a good
feeling, but what the hell, chacun à son goût. I'm particular about
what goes in my nose, like the night that guy from Guatemala came to
text our closet, text in this sense meaning to spray texture on the
walls before applying paint, the smell of it so intense our neighbors
on the upper floor on the opposite side of the building called with
concern, they could smell it. Or those wildfires we get in the summer,
the skies choked with smoke and soot, dark with it, apocalyptic. Point
being you can't help what goes in your nose. It's a reminder. It's all
connected. That's the fundamental essence of being. Ripples in time,
vibrations in the web. Spiders are able to sense vibrations so finely
that they can sense it in all eight legs, they form an image of the
world through these vibrations, so much so that the web is an extension
of their senses, of their mind, and take it in like the vibrations of
sound we call words, which form webs, spider silk can vibrate at a wide
range of frequencies, just like a paragraph, or a man sitting at a bar
who can hear himself in a song on the jukebox, and when a stranger
comes in and sits at the bar can sense the web of attraction and
repulsion immediately, intuitively, and this comes of sitting in bars a
lot, which forms his education. The air is full of the gossamer of
gossip, busy tongues, eager ears, the flap of laughter, the flop of a
hand on the table, the clinking of glasses, it's a culture, it's a
satisfaction. And when a change in the air of humidity or temperature
or mood or humor alters the properties of the web, this metaphor I'm
forming, that we form together, the spider can tune its signaling
capabilities by modulating the tension of the webs, and if that doesn't
work there's tremulation. Tremulation is a trembling, shaking or
jerking the body, bouncing up and down on the web, and this creates
transverse vibrational waves, for the web is a finely tuned instrument,
and in courtship rituals the spider will send a signal to a female
spider at the other end of the bar, who walked in a moment ago and sat
down, and this altered the mood of the place, and the predicaments of
predation and desire, or simple easy companionship, like this.
John Olson lives in Seattle. He is
the author of numerous books of poetry and prose poetry, including Weave of the Dream King, Dada Budapest,
Larynx Galaxy, and Backscatter:
New and Selected Poems. He has also published five novels,
including The Seeing Machine, In
Advance of the Broken Justy, The Nothing That Is, Mingled Yarn, and Souls of Wind, which was
shortlisted for a Believer Book of the Year Award in 2008.
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